I'm Fine (I Think)

by Jeremy Rigodon

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1.
Intro 01:14
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Terrible 03:05
You're quick to think to get in touch even though I'm not around I saw this coming and that I'm hoping that this could go on and on and on and on Dying for a change My mind's breaking from this pain How can I be stronger I try to be sober but it's not helping me (Yeah) God! It's feels terrible To know you're far away from this place we call home It's not the same I'll be okay I'll try my best I know you'll come back someday (Yeah) You're quick to think to get in touch when you feel like going down You know it's okay Whatever you say Everything will be alright Dying for a change My mind's breaking from this pain How can I be stronger I try to be sober but it's not helping me (Yeah) God! It's feels terrible To know you're far away from this place we call home It's not the same I'll be okay I'll try my best I know you'll come back someday (Yeah)
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All Alone 03:32
God it feels so to be home alone again Got a lot of things in my mind when I'm all alone If you should know (Whoa, whoah) It's like watching TV like 24/7 Surfing through the net You jizz all you can Playing video games even one's that are lame Like some facebook games that are so damn gay [chorus] Coz I'm all alone Got nothing left to do I got money in hand but I don't have a van to go anywhere with all my friends Coz I'm all alone and I don't know what to do I'm really bored Gotta get me a whore I just need to find the keys to the door Geting wasted here at home with my friends again In the morning, can't remember what happened last night I don't know why (Whoa, whoa) They said I got so drunk There was some bro-mance when I said farewell But I didn't understand why there's something like that It's so embarrassing All I can remember was [chorus] [bridge] [2x] I'm home alone got nothing left to do I'm all alone and I don't know what to do [chorus] Now I don't want to be all alone again [3x]
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It feels like I'm about to explode But I guess all I need is just a piece of you To get away from this overrated situation Did you know that's all over? And you're still sober So I think all you need is a breather She won't even care what happens to me But it's alright [chorus] I think I'm fine and it's alright To say it's over now Just let it go Nobody knows what really happened to you I think I'm fine, I think I'm fine I keep saying this to myself all over, and over, and over again Turns the lights off coz I be cryin' myself to sleep Coz it's so hard to be in love with someone you can never ever be with (You don't say?) Still stuck in a dream It's like reality And not waking up to this catastrophe Open up your eyes where the horizon lies But it's all just in my head Just give it up (No!) Just give it up (No!) Just give it up, it's just a phase I'm not listening to any word you say [chorus] [bridge] I can't sleep I can't breathe I'm lost and lonely The light is dying slowly I can't sleep I can't breathe Since you're so far away Still stuck in a dream It's like reality And not waking up to this catastrophe I open up my eyes and see There's nothing real! [chorus] I think I'm fine I think I'm fine [bridge][2x]
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Basket Case 02:59
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Mura ka'g igit Mura ka'g igit Naka igit pajud ka sa imong brep Mura ka'g igit Mura ka'g igit Naka igit pajud ka sa imong bref Naka igit pajud ka sa imong bref Mura ka'g igit Mura ka'g igit Pala-tae kaau ka, pala-igit Mura ka'g igit Mura ka'g igit Pala-tae kaau ka, pala-igit Igit, igit igit, igit, igit, igit Igit is love Igit is love Igit is love oh yeah Pala-tae, Pala-tae Igit, igit igit, igit, igit, igit BOOM!
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[chorus] Can you hear it? Can you hear the sound? Can you hear it? It's going all around I'm getting tired of this thing called Getting yourself fixed up Maybe I'm just messed up Even though with my friends (Hey!) Well I just don't know what to say Not even close to giving up I'm just getting fired up and that's what I call I'm always ready coz I'm all rock-steady Gotta pick up the mic and everything will go crazy Not joking around coz this is my home town Can you hear the sound that's going all around? I'm not sure if I'm doing it right this time No one even cares if it doesn't rhyme I'm always to careless with what I say and what I do and what I think is the truth [chorus] Another day spent with getting too wasted Wasting all my time Thinking I should just get laid and Think it's about time (what?) I think it's about time to wake up And watch time fly coz I'm getting too high on beer I could almost see you shaking Give it up coz you are freaking out by the sound Get to the ground You are so fucked up right now Everything you see's all hazy Bottle-up coz you've gone crazy What've you been doing lately (shut up!) It's not my fault I'm not sure if I'm doing it right this time No one even cares if it doesn't rhyme I'm always to careless with what I say and what I do and what I think is the truth [chorus] I'm not sure if I'm doing it right this time No one even cares if it doesn't rhyme I'm always to careless with what I say and what I do and what I think is the truth No matter what I say, it's gonna be the same thing [chorus][2x]
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Dirty Jones 03:17
Hey Dirty Jones, why you sit'n there all alone? Is there nobody home now? Get up, Stand up Hey wait a minute, that's a song I heard What's it called again? Oh! You look so bored Hell, you're always bored man It's look on your face again Gotta try to loosen up Get your groove on, yeah We ain't got all Night time's comin' And you're missing all the good women on the streets Making out with each other, yeah You want some booze? You want some chicks? Hell, man You got it all right here Stop messing with your life Get off that couch and enjoy your night life Hey Dirty Jones, say you want to say You got the whole night anyway You're the life of the party now Let's bring this place right down to the ground The night time's comin' And you're missing all the good women on the streets Making out with each other, yeah You want some booze? You want some chicks? Hell, man You got it all right here Stop messing with your life Get off that couch and enjoy your night life Hey Dirty Jones Hey Dirty Jones What is going on now, my friend? You know you got it all here in Dirty Jones But when the night time's comin' And you're missing all the good women on the streets Making out with each other, yeah You got a little something going down the baseline You wanna chill and have some booze that's on the sideline You wanna really wasted in the pipeline? Well let's not just sit and waste some time Let's waste time in Dirty Jones Let's get high (all night) in Dirty Jones Hey Dirty Jones Hey Dirty Jones Hey Dirty Jones
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[chorus] I wanna know what it feels like to be home alone I wanna know what it's like to do nothing at all It's just so damn boring doing things that you're forced to do I'm just saying but I ain't complaining It's one of those days that you really need to get up Stand up! Everybody's waiting for you to come over Everyone is sober and you're still trying to compose yourself Now you keep making excuses when they're just full of nonsense A different story every time you make a mistake They know it's fake, man They just let it slip when you're done So stop arguing about the truth and let's have some fun [chorus] I wanna know what it feels like to be home alone I wanna know what it's like to do nothing at all It's just so damn boring doing things that you're forced to do I'm just saying but I ain't complaining There's nothing else to do when you're just lounging around Unless you hear a sound going through your head But it's just sad to say it's just your imagination When you're just minding your own damn business None of them knows about this though You had a lot to say but no one believed you Now you're still stuck up with everything that you need to do You lost your job, you lost your girl, you lost everything. Dude! Da hell is wrong with you? Oh yeah, that's right. [chorus] I wanna know what it feels like to be home alone I wanna know what it's like to do nothing at all It's just so damn boring doing things that you're forced to do I'm just saying but I ain't complaining I'm just saying that I need to do what's right I'm just saying that there's nothing else to fight I'm just saying that this has to stop today I'm just saying that there's nothing else to say
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Words To Say 03:56
[chorus] I just hope to have the courage someday to say the words that I want to say. I want to know if it is okay, to stay with you forever and always. I have something in my mind but I just can't find the words to say. But I'm hoping someday that I can make a breakthrough and hopefully tell you that it's not a dream. It might seem that it's wishful thinking but I have this feeling that sooner or later my life will be much better if we're together. If only I could understand what's going through your mind, but my comprehension of understanding is going dry and I don't know why this happening to me for some reason. I think it might be a seasonal condition that I sometimes ponder and wonder if it's right for me to hold on and get through this fight. [chorus] There are some things that I'm curious about but eventually it would give me doubts about my decision to let you know that I have a confession to make. I sometimes think it's a mistake because I know you're better off with someone who, someday, will be the one to wipe those tears away. Right now, I'm just too scared to think about the day that will come that someday you'd find another one. I'd get nervous of the situation and I would think that it's over for me to go after something that I've always dreamed of. Maybe I'm still dreaming. [chorus][2x]
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I Tried 03:18
I'm so pissed at the rain and it pains me to say ah screw it! I already poured out the fucks that I've given to this job that I'm doing. It's not even funny when I'm tryin' to be crazy in front of my friends. I deny everything that I've said. I just want to forget those times and I've been persistent with lies. I know it's gonna be hard to move on. But know this, I'm pissed. I try to deal with this twist of reality that reeks of insanity. Blood spewing from my brain for all eternity. I don't need a medic to get rid of this cynical, miserable job. All I need is time to write down all the lies that I've said. What do I get? Well, just another dead pigeon that was gonna tell me something about what it's like to live in the hard life. Trying to make a change, but it never really made sense me. I'm just trying too hard to get know this world of mine that's not even safe to roam alone. I'm just trying too hard to find my home. I'm getting of tired of walking on this world alone. Maybe I'm just dreaming that my life's got a meaning. Like a man with a suitcase, all packed up and going places. Meeting new faces. In the long run, I get shunned. Slapped in the face coz I'm just a disgrace to society. I wish for sobriety. I'm selfish, I know that. I always wished I wasn't like this. There's got to be something that could stop me from dissing the whole damn world. It's gonna be this time. I got to stop lying about myself this time. If only I could change the world, but it's just wishful thinking really. I mean, how am I gonna do it? I'm even having trouble with myself. So screw that chain of thought. My brain's just messing with my memory slot. I even forgot what it's like to be in love again. So nuff said. Maybe I'm dead and I'll just go ahead move on. Because I've had enough of this song. I'm just trying too hard to get know this world of mine that's not even safe to roam alone. I'm just trying too hard to find my home. I'm getting of tired of walking on this world alone.
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I'm Done 02:06
Is it almost over? 'Cause I've had enough of the same damn routine (You may not know what I mean) but that's just me This may not be fair to you And I know you'd never let me go Sometimes I really want to say no But I wouldn't want to see you go crazy And blame me for what I did I know it's tough, but I really need to stop for a bit You just can't stop what you started What you started is something unstoppable and irreversible Don't even think about giving up on this yet (I ponder why I did this all for you) (I wonder why you would not let me go) Is it almost over? (no one's listening to you) It's seems to be over for me (nobody cares what you think) I know exactly what it feels like to be discouraged and out of touch That's what I feel most of the time I feel like giving up and just pass out on the floor (don't you ever die!) Lock the doors Don't even bother to call me when I'm bored You just can't stop what you started What you started is something unstoppable and irreversible Don't even think about giving up on this yet (I ponder why I did this all for you) (I wonder why you would not let me go)

about

Some songs included in this album are from past attempted recordings, where I was still practicing recording, mixing, and mastering at that time. Even 'til now I'm still practicing on new ways to record, mix, and master tracks.

This album is basically about my life in this world. Going through happy times, and heart-breaking situations. You know what I mean. It's basically the same type of music you hear from a lot of bands and artists around the world, but not entirely. Most bands would get some ideas from a particular song that they can improvise for their own song (not a rendition). There are some songs in this album that may sound familiar to people who have heard "Big D and the Kids Table", "Bowling For Soup", "Twenty One Pilots", and "Blink 182". These are some of the bands that have influenced me in making my own songs, sometimes a rendition of a pop song from their influence.

Music has been a part of my life, and I would never live without it. But sometimes I'd have this feeling to stay away from it for a bit because of other priorities like work, family, and a business of my own.

So, I'm Fine with it. I Think.

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released June 14, 2017

Ryan Sinamban for the artwork
Roy Ricacho for second vocals and artistic input

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Jeremy Rigodon Cebu City, Philippines

Jeremy Melicor Rigodon.
Lives in Cebu City, Philippines

A frustrated song-writer, and a very very frustrated singer because I don't know how to sing like Michael Jackson.

Currently a drummer for 3 active bands, "Sunday Sunday", "Soda Can Genie", and "The Spirals".
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